Let life just be chill...

Far and away, I've come

and so much was left behind,

memories that I've held unto

and moments that slipped away..

A whole life was forced before me,

a life of uncertainty,

a life of pressure

a life that was promised,

but the life I dread..

Then I slowly lose what I've held onto,

Like life creeping away

from my very existence..

Painfully draining my strength,

The strength I needed

to get out of this unfamiliar

circles of confusion..

It leaves me hopeful

for a better flow,

But stuck in these circles

with no door to get back into..

I look far into the horizon,

where the sea kiss the sky,

wishing

I was there, far from it all..

far from the madness

the madness

that was eating me alive,

but slowly I realize

that the madness

was me..

So I scream, I cry, 

I throw my arms

til they're weak and numb..

Then I ran..

Ran far and away..

Miles and miles

of cold concrete, asphalt,

sand and soil..

wondering where my feet 

would bring me..

Hoping to find peace,

looking for sanctity,

while holding onto

the little sanity

that was left of me..

Dreaming to find contentment,

Hoping to find home..

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